30 Day Stoner Challenge
Day 2: Describe your first real high.
Ahh shit, that day was just amazing. Aight I was home alone on a school day and my niece usually has weed and stuff so I was like “hmm let me see what all the hype is about with this shit” So I made a pipe out of n apple and started smoking. I smoked the whole thing and didn’t really fell the full effect of the marijuana, so I was like whatever. Den I started cooking my delishh French toast and I started fellin a lil floaty and started laughing at random shit, thennn I texted my friend this whole story about bread and an orange idk it was random, not much but it was the first time I felt high, aha
Honestly I’m not really the type that’s open with my feelings, ya know?
But at this moment I just need to get some things out.
read it or naw. I don’t give a shit
I seriously try to forget about it and be like “oh well its the past now fuck it” but I’ve reached my limit. I just ended up crying out of no where.
at school I can’t help but zone out and think about what we used to do. What happened between us. I try to forget it all but it’s harder than I thought. And it seems like you don’t even care about my feelings. When we did see each other you acted like nothing happened between us. like …. I don’t know… you just seem to be happier with her now. It hurts because I really liked you and you made me happy.I honestly didn’t think I’d be crying over someone but it’s probably because you were the first person I have ever loved more than a friend. I just wish this never happened
- people: are u high
- me: bitch i might be
Sorry to write this but I recently had sex with my boyfriend for the first time and he said that my nipples were too big, he said they were gross. I've always been really self-conscious of their diameter. Should I see if I could make them smaller?
The first thing you need to do is break up with him. Dump the motherfucker, and do it now. I’m serious. Just text him and tell him it’s over. A crummy way to end a relationship, I know, but he doesn’t deserve any better. I don’t even want you to read the rest of this answer until you’ve done that. The remainder of it will assume that you have.
Now that you’ve gotten rid of that asshole, you need to understand that this was not your fault. You asked me how to make your nipples smaller, but that’s not the issue here at all. Your nipples and the rest of your body is fine the way it is. It’s the boy you were with who was gross and ugly, if not on the outside then he sure as hell was on the inside, and that’s the important part, because looks change over time, but your heart and mind last a lifetime (and yes, these can change, too, but there’s no reason you should have wasted any time hoping that guy would stop being a shithead).
It’s easy to be self-conscious about parts of our bodies, especially those parts that are private and not on display. Look at how guys who worry about the size of their cocks. For the vast majority of them this should never be an issue, but that doesn’t stop them from spending tons of time and money on it, either with pills that don’t work or compensatory sports cars. There is nothing wrong with having an average sized dick, though, nor with having nipples of above-average diameter. If you are with someone who judges your looks the way your ex-boyfriend did, you shouldn’t be. Never, ever, believe what he said. That’s another reason you should have 86’d him, because he lied about you to your face, which is dishonest and stupid.
So don’t worry about him or your nipples, and hopefully someday you’ll find someone else who knows that nipples, no matter what their size is, are beautiful things, and if you get to the point of intimacy with that person to where you are willing to be vulnerable and naked with them, that is a gift that should be appreciated, not treated derisively.
I wish you all the best with your future relationships. Sorry your last one didn’t work out so well.